Russia x reader x Male!Belarus CHALLANGE (8)

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'whose side are you on?'You looked up at Nikolai, his eyes were narrowed, fist clenched, he stepped away from his brother and stood his ground ', you...can't Have the both of us.' he stated biting his lip nervously..He didn't want to say it..But the words flew right out of his mouth as if they had a mind of its own.'da....who Is it (name) ?' The Russian asked softly, a childish smiled appearing on his face, though you could feel a hint of sorrow , anguish and most of all doubt fill his usually bright and childish face.They both stared at you, waiting patiently for you to answer.maybe they didn't want you to answer, ...they Didn't want to think of what would happen if you didn't chose them, but you were sure...they would support your decision anyways..taking a deep breath, you closed your eyes 'i am in love with....'

You closed your eyes as a raspy breath escaped your mouth, while you thought the whole situation through, you weren't sure , but from the beginning you had the feeling that something was fishy with Nikolais oh so sudden change of heart.
Everyone in school knew that the younger Arlovskaya brother had an unhealthy love habit for his older half brother. That's why you were rather suspicious. The puzzle pieces just didn't fit, you thought.

'Oi (name) what's wrong? What takes you so long?' the belarussian retorted impatiently, Ivan while beeing just kneaded his hands nervously, his eyes trying to avoid you by all means.

As Nicolai's voice ripped you out of your concentration, you had decided to get rid of the 'fake' friend. You titled you head slightly upwards, crossing your arms to face Nikolai who was standing almost in front of you. Nikolai some how felt provocted by the way you crossed you arms he felt left out, like you made a decision against him, that's why reached out and started to shake you violently, demandingly yelling at you '(name), hey will you finally say what you want! You are irritating...!', the younger man gritted his teeth, at you.

Shocked by the rough treatment you opened you eyes and violently prayed his hands off , of your arms. 'How dare you touch me! Now it's all, I finally saw through your plans Nikolai!', you smirked taking a step back, Nikolai just kept standing still, narrowing his eyebrow at you. 'All this time you had been forcing yourself on me, I thought there was something wrong from the start. Suddenly ... Out of the blue, even thought everyone knows how hot you are for your older brother. This quite suspicious don't you agree … my dear Niko?', his face hardened by the time you spelled out his name.

It seemed as Nikolais face drained of colour by every passing second . 'H-huh??.....w-what. You are misunderstanding this is not how it seems, I truly love you (name). It's not like you can choose the ones you fall for right? So please...'

Ivan while beeing just tried to follow the conversation quietly not really getting the point of the conversation since it seemed totally escalated from the main question.

Pissed off by this fake attire, that the white haired male tried to keep up, you exploded at him. Forcefully shoving your forefinger into his chest you angared at him, ' I'm not your toy to take revenge on your elder brother Nikolai..." you felt truly betrayed, actually you did really liked his compani, like how he always looked after you, too keep you safe. But after you finally reised, that everything was just a lie, you couldn't forive him. Sniffling you screamed at him  „ … just because you saw that Ivan has developed feeling for me -sniffle- ... doesn't mean that you can just use me for you sick incestuous game.' You started shoving at him. 'I hate you, you scum you are the worst of the worst, dirt, a beast! Taking advantage of me like that, playing my heart!' tears started streaming down your face. 'I hate you! I WANT YOU TO DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD!' At this words Nikolai snapped baring his teeth, he grabbed your neck and started to strungle you, staring at you with cold emotionless eyes, eyes of a reckless killer who would even sell his own soul to the devil, just to fulfill his own libido.
Soon you  started feeling a little drowsy, but Nikolai was roughly dispatched from you neck, just right in time before you almost passed out.

Still numbed from the lack of oxygen you fell limply against Ivans sweetly sunflower smelling chest. All you wanted was to reagain your breathing, filling your lngs with the lacking elemnent, you could hear Ivans reassuring through his rumbling chest, 'Your are save now my oduwántschik, no one is going to harm you anymore, not even Nikolai..da~', he patted you head softly.
'... But for now you should better leave now my precious sunflower.', you nodded  as your breath started to calm down, even thought you still coughed a little bit.

Ivan presited on taking you home in your momentanly state, but you still declined seeing him, dotted with blood and wounds barely able to walk normaly.

By the time you reached the door still partly paralyzed by the shock you thanked Ivan. Taking one a last glance behind him you saw Nikolai's back facing you.
Quivering and shaking, after you saw this your heart dropped, thats why ou lowered your eyes sadly and turned for the dark and cold embrace of a snowy winter night.

~Inside Nikolais Manor~

Russia quietly closed the door, feeling the throbbing pain bubbling up in his limps, pretty exhausted he leaned himself against the closest wall nearby, slowly down sliding it, closing his eyes for awhile to collect some energy.

Nikolai instead still just stood there, trying his best to contain his emotions under controll. The that you mouthed … him to disappear from this world, nagged at him always repeating in his mind.
Sudden images of you ghosted through his mind, like the first time he caught his brother staring at you. Seeing beloved brother so full of joy for another one, filled his heart with anger and raging jealousy.
That was when he actually decided to rid himself off, of you.

Smiling at himself, he remembered how he started to tail you the next day.
He hid in a doorframe.  By the time you had passed by, you shrieked and jumped  as you faced the unexpected encounter, with the handsome stranger. Soon after you had settled down,  you flashed him the most beautiful smile he had ever seen. He felt as if something inside of his heart started to pulsate. He stood there mouth wide agape savoring you every move, the way you titled your head, the way your long eyelashes danced, you left him speechless.

That was when he dismissed his old plan, and decided to believed that everything was going to be OK, just this once. He wanted to make you his bride, yes, he wanted to make you happy, pamper you do everything for you, that could been done.
All he wanted in exchange was this wonderful jumpy feeling, that bubbled up in him everytime you were close to him and your honoust love.

'HUUH..(name) ...hahaha, urghs... ha...haahaha!', he rubbed his now watering eyes.

Shaking Nikolai dropped to his knees, how could this happen, he loved you so much... And now you hated him … he ripped at his hair and started to cry bitterly.

Don't leave me...!' he whispered, 'It's so dark without you...', smashing his fist repeatedly against the cold marble floor.
'If there is no you... What's the point of me beeing alive...', '(NAME)!!!!!!', he screamed in agony 'COME BAAAACK!!!...huhu... ngh..ha...no...no', Nikolai clawed at his aching chest. Salvia and burning tears mixing on the floor beneath him.

Ivan awoken by Nikolais painful cries, gazed up on the quivering and whaling picture of misery in front of him. The once even him so terrifying monster of a man, cowering on the floor rocking himself back and forth.

The sight in front of him pained him, his little baby brother, no matter what he had ever done, was broken, broken by (name), the girl he loved and his brother painfully loved as well.

Even thought Ivan should feel happy about the fact that (name) had Nikolai through , thoroughly shut out of her heart, when he tried to kill her, he felt very sorry for little blini. '… You , you shouldn't have been so forcefully on her....' he whispered. Ivan avoided to see the painful pulp that Nicolai was now he gazed up the massive wooden steps of Nikolais house up to the ceiling where a great candelabras hung...

After some time Ivan heard the sound some rushling, shifting of fabric and the clashes of glass, as if someone had stepped onto them.
Facing the direction of the sound, he saw him, Nikolai standing barefooted in the middle of the former crystal bowls shards, Nasty crimson wounds yawning at his feet, small splitters still stuck in his skin.

Nikolai slowly crouched down onto one knee. Ivans eyes traveled to Nikolais face, his eyes looked tiered drained of the light, soulless, his once so stunning azure blue yes now nothing more but dull and covered in layers of grey.
As Ivan closed his eyes again, fleeing the painful scene in front of him, he missed the warning sinister smile his blini showed.

'Ha ha ha ha! You want me to disappear from this world! (name)!? Yes I will give you what you want! As long as it makes YOU smile! I WILL EVEN RIP MY HEART OUT OF MY CHEST FOR YOU! Ah ha ha ha!'

Alarmed by these words Ivans eyes snapped wide open, when he saw that his little brother was about to smash a big sharpened shard, right it into of his chest, above his heart, he sprinted to him.